Life Calling............

It is this time of the year when people look back and term the year to be " Good or Bad"....hoping the year coming in gets them a lot of happiness,luck ......and of course Paisa :-) .......Year 2009 was a revelation ......came face to face with hard truths.....some joyous moments n some moments which change my very perspective of life ....tears dried up......memories rolled up in my eyes....a caring hand disappeared in the mist of clouds.I hear his voice calling my name....the warmth in his tone .....hoping my phone would buzz with his name ........"Boy are you on your way home????.....lost a part of my heart ......never will a birthday have his charm of celebration or his presence of assurance will be seen.Days have passed ......hope to see your face in the crowd......I know its just the name on the stone now.
There is a search in every heart ......does it end? Turned back and walked down the memory lane .......felt some untouched moments of my life........i am trying to put together the jig saw puzzle .......its in a mess in front of me.......alas i am unable to solve it.Thought i was born to make a difference .....slowly n slowly the principles and values have been shakened and questioned!
Realised that what you are is momentary ........we change and adapt ourselves to the situation......then you ponder over it whether it was right or wrong?......Influenced by people's thoughts .....guided by some sound advice from your loved ones.....This makes up the person in us.
Ever heard of the advice you get when you have a broken heart ?......."you will get something better"........."We have to move on"..."It will be easy if you can accept the truth very fast"........hahahaha Man the same people dont believe in it when things turn bad for them lol!....We all empathise with people but never can feel the rush of emotion .....its too strong...As mom says the pain is felt only to the person who has the wound!.......
A quote from my favourite Hero's movie "The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!"
As they say every cloud has a silver lining.....I got to play a cricket match against a touring Sri Lankan team ........and Man i played well ,realised my dream of doing well and making an impression .......A five wicket Haul and composed innings did it all for my team.
Wish you all folks a Very "Happy and Prosperous New Year".......see you on other side of the year :-)