Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I am done!!!!

When i write this ....i am overhelmed by emotions .......life has just stuck you the last sucker punch..........your writhing in pain.......eyes are hazy,moistened .....weak in arms ......look up to see a dark monster ...grinning at his exploit..........at last he has managed to pin you down.........and this time it is done........in the hindsight ...you hear your best buddy egging you to put that effort to stand up and stare in the eye of the monster.........you extend your hand to grab that talisman to revive you .......but alas it has no effect.........Why?????......questions your pal....Sadly i am gonna let you down this time..........The purpose is lost.........hunger has died.......will to survive the onslaught has given in to the pressure life has exerted mercilessly.
No point asking god why me?...........He always gives you the choice........you take the choice which suits you.........but people throw it out of the window......disregard to the emotion....to the person.........in the end it is their choice............you are just there to play the game.......are not part of it............when i look across the window........see people moving .......scan the place.....life isnt waiting.........you are still !!!!
I am sure when i am done......pals will suggest .........comment.........scold you........But its still me.....who has to walk.......but i am done!!!!!!