Life Calling............

It is this time of the year when people look back and term the year to be " Good or Bad"....hoping the year coming in gets them a lot of happiness,luck ......and of course Paisa :-) .......Year 2009 was a revelation ......came face to face with hard truths.....some joyous moments n some moments which change my very perspective of life ....tears dried up......memories rolled up in my eyes....a caring hand disappeared in the mist of clouds.I hear his voice calling my name....the warmth in his tone .....hoping my phone would buzz with his name ........"Boy are you on your way home????.....lost a part of my heart ......never will a birthday have his charm of celebration or his presence of assurance will be seen.Days have passed ......hope to see your face in the crowd......I know its just the name on the stone now.
There is a search in every heart ......does it end? Turned back and walked down the memory lane .......felt some untouched moments of my life........i am trying to put together the jig saw puzzle .......its in a mess in front of me.......alas i am unable to solve it.Thought i was born to make a difference .....slowly n slowly the principles and values have been shakened and questioned!
Realised that what you are is momentary ........we change and adapt ourselves to the situation......then you ponder over it whether it was right or wrong?......Influenced by people's thoughts .....guided by some sound advice from your loved ones.....This makes up the person in us.
Ever heard of the advice you get when you have a broken heart ?......."you will get something better"........."We have to move on"..."It will be easy if you can accept the truth very fast"........hahahaha Man the same people dont believe in it when things turn bad for them lol!....We all empathise with people but never can feel the rush of emotion .....its too strong...As mom says the pain is felt only to the person who has the wound!.......
A quote from my favourite Hero's movie "The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!"
As they say every cloud has a silver lining.....I got to play a cricket match against a touring Sri Lankan team ........and Man i played well ,realised my dream of doing well and making an impression .......A five wicket Haul and composed innings did it all for my team.
Wish you all folks a Very "Happy and Prosperous New Year".......see you on other side of the year :-)

Seems i enjoy blogging ......yeah when you tend hang around with consistent blogger's .....the habit rubs on to you,well its gud to pen down your thoughts and take pleasure to go through them later.
Days have just passed with a wink of an eye ......Mom is back from her Haj Pilgrimage,excited with a child like enthusiasm to share her experiences and last but not the least asking me to get more religious and pious.there is more purpose and vigor in her effort to push me into devotion, alas i am very lazy to to give in, cos i am no spiritual nor religious in my purpose,just like to live by my heart.........Aaah philosophies tend to bore me to death cos they do no help in anyways just giving you a hope that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Well its my habit.... not to stick to any rules ......so i will break into a thought which just creep ed in to my head .........i mentioned previously that if you want to be happy ,do what you enjoy the most .....Cricket is my life....after having picked my mom from the airport ( Having waited for her all night and dropping her mom early morning .......I headed straight to the ground having not slept for 14 hrs .......well i can do anything to be on the ground......And it did i smashed a rollicking knock to help my team win the match, this just gave me a flip up from a bored and somber week i had ...of course it was great to hear a friend say that "I had heard friends say that its a treat to watch you play and i got my moneys worth today :-)
Well i will just sign of for today cos the momos i had .. are to heavy :-)

hey there its been quite a long time........seems blogging is not my game......cos i refuse to be penned down and read more....guess its time to make some new friends ......its sure to exciting to meet these guys who have their own tots to share....getting to know them is fun.........just back from a exciting trip to Dandeli and Goa ........it was sure a refresher ,but the pains of hitting back to work is bad .......i am just pulling through this week ,hoping i am not noticed for my lack of interest in work.......lets hit some notes on Goa - Which was a clear eye opener ..........a different culture,people,life.........lazying around the beaches ......gorging on exotic dishes ....hitting the night clubs ......life is just seem to slow down and chugged along with my pace.....a different me was exposed ....i was prepared to take chances.......live my life to the hilt.....and above all i cud live with myself alone!!